Wish

I wish...

I wish, it would keep on raining. (today was sooooo gloomy weather, but there was no rain, just this undecided inbetween.)

I wish, I could make myself learn (instead of producing cheap texts, crapy pictures and reading depressing Mangas)

I wish someone would sit with me and joke with me.

I wish I'd never let him go, or I could ask him to come back.

I wish I could go and have a long philosopic chat with somebody.

I wish I had a friend who knows how to listen. Who wouldn't criticize me, nor think I'm stupid. Who would refrain from giving good advises, but just let me talk and share his oppinions and dreams with me. Who would help me to built my castles in the air and follow me into the labyrint of unfinished toughts. A friend who wouldn't care if I changed my mind even six times in succession, wouldn't mind if once I'm strong and once I'm weak.

I once lived togheter with a friend, almost a sister... now she became the lover of someone, and has no time for a talk and no patience for it.

I guess that's live...